Plus updates on the season finale of Nancy Drew, Top Chef, New Amsterdam, The Bold Type, and.. did y’all see Cynthia Erivo’s gay new music video?

You can scroll through my top ten shows and know exactly who I am and who I’ve been — a consistently queer, formerly goth, recovering musical theater nerd with a penchant for dry humor and scary women. Sharing this list is like showing you my diary if all my love poems were about Sandra Oh.

YES I’M CHEATING RIGHT OUT OF THE GATE DON’T @ ME.

Is it a coincidence that this list of “women I loved who deserved better” is comprised of women of color — and almost exclusively queer women of color? Given the intertwined histories of sexism, racism, and homophobia in this country, I think not.

There’s nothing inherently more lesbian about watching two famous cishet Rachels playact queerness than watching a nonbinary drag queen kiss the shoulder of a trans woman drag queen.

If This Is Us is going to do one thing, it’s gonna be break your heart. Also, updates on Legacies, S.W.A.T, Nancy Drew. Plus, GLAAD’s Glee Reunion to honor Naya Rivera and the 10 year anniversary of Santana Lopez coming out.

Plus, an All-American episode that gives Bre-Z some of the best work of her career, biphobia rears its ugly head once again on grown-ish, and a hilarious and spooky episode of Nancy Drew!

I’m not sure what it says about me — or, more precisely perhaps, what it says about television — that this list isn’t full of characters that feel like representations of me or the people that I’m drawn to in real life.

Plus, the Season Two trailer for Never Have I Ever looks great and gay. Also, updates on All American, Legacies, Betty is back and we couldn’t love it more, everyone got high on shrooms on The Bold Type, and a surprise lesbian witch pregnancy on Charmed.

Kara has a Take Your Dad to Work Day as the Superfriends (INCLUDING Lena) try to stop a trash monster; Kara and Alex deal with their Phantom trauma.

And a healthy dose of women in top hats.

I have never seen Sara Ramirez more comfortable in her body. She looks like she’s at home in herself.

Plus updates on Station 19, Genera+ion, Legacies, and Nancy Drew!

Alex and Kelly welcome Esme into their lives while Kara and Lena try to get the hope totem before Nyxly does.

It’s Halloween in Purgatory and Waverly and Wynonna don’t remember their own names.

Lady gays abound on this week’s episode of Top Chef! Plus updates on: the season finale of This Is Us, Nancy Drew, Charmed, All Rise, and All American. Also, the trailer for the new gay Gossip Girl is here, you know you love us, XOXO.

The Legends make one last ditch effort to save Sara and reunite her with Ava so she can finally, finally propose to the love of her life.

Jane the Virgin saw the audience reading Petra as queer and gave her a female love interest. Simple as that.

Ava and the Legends end up entering a reality competition singing show on their quest to save Sara, who is poisoned on a mystery planet.

“These roundtables are fun, because sometimes I’m answering and I’m like GOD I’M SO MYSELF and I feel that here. Not just because I feel anxious about whether I really can claim to like these more than anyone I know, but also because my answers are just so aggressively me.”