Day 1
Once, someone said: you would play with your heart like badminton, if you had one.
I’ve redownloaded the apps. By redownload, I mean shamefully start a brand new profile. I have never been a “take a break” or “hide account” type of girl. Woman. Whatever. My only option is to scorch the earth. It always has been.
I select mostly pictures of my face where my eyelids are slightly lowered and my mouth is slightly open. I was an ugly child, and am not quite a beautiful adult, but I know the effect it has. Especially on men, who my attraction to, as ever, is weak and undulating, for the most part. Especially in the beginning. In bed, it is always too easy to please. To let myself, at least physically, be pleased. I’ve always orgasmed easily...